My Bad

my bad actually this is the worse thing in my life. i pretent didn't hurt. this day i study mechatronic, product massive, and pip. i didn't join one of my course. my heart is broke that time. i just want to cry and want to go out from my life. it's hurt alot. i still want to cry right now. but i must be strong. i believe if something bad happend in my life. that's good thing for my destiny. you know what? i really want to go cruise ship. i will become stronger before i go to cruise ship. in this world we have so many cruise ship company. one who i want the most is VIRGIN CRUISE SHIP

simple dream for some people. but for me it's important and big dream. i will go in deck and engine departement. if you want to know i still study in mechanical engineering production and maintenance. i won't care about anything else. i will happy from my decision. i won't see my friends again. never and ever. i lil bit nervous couse my degree not about maritime or something else like that. forget it about that. i will asking for many spirits from my mother. i go to cruise shipe cause her. i love her. so i should go to work and earn a lot of money.

halo aku syufah

hato temen temen aku syufah zeen, hari ini nggak ada yang seru. cuma ada pertikaian di dalam hidupku. aku nggak tau kenapa aku kayak gini. aku ingin jadi pribadi yang lebih baik. baru aja dibilangin sama temenku kalau aku pikirannya buruk. aku nggak peduli. soalnya dia juga pasti punya pikiran yang sama, tapi siapa yang mau ngaku kalau dirinya punya pikiran buruk. aku berusaha positif thinking juga nggak direspon baik males aku. makin males setelah aku ketemu temen temen ku yang kek anjing. mending aku nggak usah panggil mereka temen. anggep aja kenalan cita citaku pergi ke kapal pesiar. kerja disana dan menikmati hidup. barusan aku denger suara orang nangis. kasian aku pengen puk puk bahunya. tapi ya itu dikamar kos lain. setelah kejadian ini kayaknya aku dah mulai berpikir kalau perempuan itu emosional tingkat dewa. aku dah denger beberapa orang nangis di kosan ini beberapa kali. well, aku juga punya kesedihan sendiri. tapi rasanya apakah ada yang bisa nangung kesedihan sama kayak aku? gitu aja... makasih dah mau baca luv