My Bad

my bad actually this is the worse thing in my life. i pretent didn't hurt. this day i study mechatronic, product massive, and pip. i didn't join one of my course. my heart is broke that time. i just want to cry and want to go out from my life. it's hurt alot. i still want to cry right now. but i must be strong. i believe if something bad happend in my life. that's good thing for my destiny. you know what? i really want to go cruise ship. i will become stronger before i go to cruise ship. in this world we have so many cruise ship company. one who i want the most is VIRGIN CRUISE SHIP

simple dream for some people. but for me it's important and big dream. i will go in deck and engine departement. if you want to know i still study in mechanical engineering production and maintenance. i won't care about anything else. i will happy from my decision. i won't see my friends again. never and ever. i lil bit nervous couse my degree not about maritime or something else like that. forget it about that. i will asking for many spirits from my mother. i go to cruise shipe cause her. i love her. so i should go to work and earn a lot of money.