enjoy time

enjoy i totally enjoy watching film, drama, and anime. i can spend a lot of time to watching something like that. but you know, everyone have something to do with her broke heart. i prefer healing my self with watching something like that. in this holiday, i also watch several dorama. one of that is THE FULL TIME WIFE ESCAPIST.

that's extreamly normal slice of life dorama. because that normal dorama with not much drama, it's make my heart boom boom. i search who is actor and actress. you know who is that? they are couple in real life. i so shoock with that fact. they become married couple in 2022 or 2021. that's make my heart blooming. i read several articel about them. it said, their chemistry actually not big when process shooting. even gen hoshino(actor) not show his interest to yui aragaki(actress). it's said, yui is person who can hurt and depress with small talk, may be that's why yui fall in love with songwriter like gen. i totally like them. i hope they are happy in every day and year.

My Bad

my bad actually this is the worse thing in my life. i pretent didn't hurt. this day i study mechatronic, product massive, and pip. i didn't join one of my course. my heart is broke that time. i just want to cry and want to go out from my life. it's hurt alot. i still want to cry right now. but i must be strong. i believe if something bad happend in my life. that's good thing for my destiny. you know what? i really want to go cruise ship. i will become stronger before i go to cruise ship. in this world we have so many cruise ship company. one who i want the most is VIRGIN CRUISE SHIP

simple dream for some people. but for me it's important and big dream. i will go in deck and engine departement. if you want to know i still study in mechanical engineering production and maintenance. i won't care about anything else. i will happy from my decision. i won't see my friends again. never and ever. i lil bit nervous couse my degree not about maritime or something else like that. forget it about that. i will asking for many spirits from my mother. i go to cruise shipe cause her. i love her. so i should go to work and earn a lot of money.

Yaho

i want to share my daily life with you today, i get up in above 8.30 A.M. my bad habit is always used phone after wake up and i did it again today i don't know why is this happend to me? actually it's not only me. i thought everyone in this world sometimes like that too after that i get a loundry and done it less 11.00 A.M i watched japan drama to less my tiredness. i just rewatched but you know what? my reaction is bad. it's different between watched in my middle school and my degree right now. that actor is so handsome and cool. i have overeact for that actor. you know what his name? he is YUKI FURUKAWA

when i saw him in 2014 or 2015. i felt he like other person. nothing spesial in him. but you know what i saw him in 2023. in my point of view, he so much handsome. i always shy if my eyes end his eyes meet. pass time. i tired watch his eyes with bum bum heart. i want to search takjil. takjil is free food who exist only in ramadan. but rain make me cancel my plan. and just eat at home. so sad if i remember that. cause i a student who just have little money and always get spirits if heard about free food. nothing spesial about today. if i alone no one hurt me. i like it. i didn't go to collage today. it's sunday. weekend babe. warm regards, syufah

halo aku syufah

hato temen temen aku syufah zeen, hari ini nggak ada yang seru. cuma ada pertikaian di dalam hidupku. aku nggak tau kenapa aku kayak gini. aku ingin jadi pribadi yang lebih baik. baru aja dibilangin sama temenku kalau aku pikirannya buruk. aku nggak peduli. soalnya dia juga pasti punya pikiran yang sama, tapi siapa yang mau ngaku kalau dirinya punya pikiran buruk. aku berusaha positif thinking juga nggak direspon baik males aku. makin males setelah aku ketemu temen temen ku yang kek anjing. mending aku nggak usah panggil mereka temen. anggep aja kenalan cita citaku pergi ke kapal pesiar. kerja disana dan menikmati hidup. barusan aku denger suara orang nangis. kasian aku pengen puk puk bahunya. tapi ya itu dikamar kos lain. setelah kejadian ini kayaknya aku dah mulai berpikir kalau perempuan itu emosional tingkat dewa. aku dah denger beberapa orang nangis di kosan ini beberapa kali. well, aku juga punya kesedihan sendiri. tapi rasanya apakah ada yang bisa nangung kesedihan sama kayak aku? gitu aja... makasih dah mau baca luv